A better day

Things are looking up a little. I am still trying to find my way back to normal. But at least I am not down as far as I was. I have been trying to get out of the house more. But still feel paralyzed at the thought. I don't know what has come over me. It is scaring me. Unless it is simply the lack of things on my schedule. I need to work up a list of things to do every day outside of the house and stick to it no matter how I feel.

There are a few errands to run and we will do those shortly. jesse is going to spend the next couple nights at Erik Johnson's house so maybe I can regroup myself and find some peace.

I have him helping with laundry. He is the loader and unloader and I am the folder. When I can peel his eyes off the tv long enough he does a great job. He needs to stop watching, but I also need to stop sleeping. Time for a schedule change again. I have faltered in my no tv from 9-3. Gonna have to start getting up at 630 and getting my shower so that I can watch my shows and then begin a project of some sort.

Even our diets have gone to the wayside, sort of. I am still eating my yogurt and fruit, but making actual dinners is not happening. Need to work on that with super chef. Maybe make that one of his things to do.

Well, it is shower time and then we are off to errand land.